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Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Tell Me Why

I took a chance, I took a shot

And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not

You took a swing, I took it hard

And down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired for your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you

You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat

But you know you got a mean streak

Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and you temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me why

You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day

Well I get so confused and frustrated

Forget what I'm trying to say

I'm sick and tired for your reasons

I got no one to believe in

You tell me that you want me, and push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat

But you know you got a mean streak

Makes me run for cover when you're around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me why

Why

Do you have to make me feel small

So you can feel whole inside

Why

Do you have to put down my dreams

So you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired for your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you

You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired for your reasons

I've got no one to believe in

You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me why

Why

Tell me why

I take a step back, let you go

I told you I'm not bulletproof

Now you know

Fearless.

"To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again..even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s fearless to have faith that someday things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurt you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say ‘’You’re not sorry’’, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry at the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless. Then, moving on and being alright..that’s fearless too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charming and happily ever after"

- Taylor Swift

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

'Cause munching is sooo good!

Hah.

Tulah perangai dua beradik tu. Membuli diriku yang sweet ini.

Ehhh? Ok, tak sabit. =.=

Kira malam tu ada Mak Long, Ami, Kak Ngah, Tria, Iqa, Kak Uda, Abg Hafiz, Balqis, Hijaz and me. Abg Sham aje takde, dah balik Jb. Biasa masak untuk sikit-sikit aje, ni hambik kau. Pastu sepupu sepapat ni request nak menu special pulak. Haih, banyak korang punya special. My rumah, my selera lah. Haha.

Tapi aku consider jugak la makanan feveret anak-anak buah terchenta tu kan. Tekak teringin nak makan gulai. Kira okay la tu since Balqis pun suka masak lemak cili api tu. Pastu Tria nak cendawan celup tepung. Angah nak sayur campur.

Ha, buleh le tu kan.

Nasi daun pandan, masak lemak cili api ayam or gulai ayam, sayur campur, cendawan goreng, puding milo susu, sambal kicap, air ribena, air strawberi, air kosong.

Habis semua lauk yang I masak. Alhamdulillah. Tak membazir :')

Tapi part sayur tu agak overcooked. Tu padah dia masak sambil nyanyi. Over feeling sangat. Ha ambik kau. -,-

Best kot makan ramai-ramai macam tu. Lepas tu these kids main bunga api pulak, oh meriah.

The best part was, masa makan tu Abang Hafiz panggil. Ingat dia nak anything ke, nak cakap makanan lebih masin or tawar ke.

" Ye Abg Hafiz, kenapa? "

" Ain, suami mana ni? Masak dah kira lepas dah ni untuk perut suami."

Wuwuwu.

Seorang lelaki bergelar suami kasi komen tu.

Hehe. Alhamdulillah.

Thanks for that.

Suami?

Insyaallah. Tak lama lagi.

Doa-doa lah ya. :)

Itu cerita haritu. Ni cerita malam tadi.

Angah ajak pergi Secret Recipe. Ohho, dah lama mengidam nak makan sana. Ada orang nak payung ni teramatlah bahagia rasa hati beta. Wuwuwu.

I makan Cordon Bleu Chicken with fries and sweet corn dengan Iced White Coffee with white chocolate topping.

Uhhuuuuu! Nikmat gila dapat coffeeeee! Dah lama kot pantang tak minum. Haish, sentiasa peberet hatiku la kopi ni. :*

Angah makan Fish & Chips with fresh salad, Red Velvet Cake dengan Apple juice with celery. Cake tu sedap! Air tu, rasa saderi kuat kot, hilang rasa epal hijau tu. Btw, still refreshing :)

Iqa makan Frutilicious Cake dengan Oreo Blended. Cake yang just nice tahap kemanisan dia. Lembut aje tekstur dia. Melt in mouth. Omomomo, nikmat betul makan :3

Tria makan Burger Set. Air sama macam Iqa. Mak Long makan spaghetti. Hadoi, aku muak dah makan spaghetti ni. Haha.

Sambil tunggu makan sampei, main enpong jap.

Busan ler. I tak reti nak buat faces macam bebudak sekarang ni. Ni cubaan menggedik yang entah hape-hape.

*sila scroll laju-laju -___-

faces #1

faces #2

So conclusion dia, aku seronok menggemuks semula.

Haihhhh.

-,-

Monday, 12 August 2013

Empat Raya

Hari ni Kak Ngah and Kak Uda buat rumah terbuka. Dorang mintak I tolong masak sekali. So ingat harini nak tutup pintu rumah aje la sebab nanti nak siap2 pergi rumah Mak Long. Sekali dah siap mandi semua tiba-tiba Abah balik. Eh eh eh, bukan balik sorang. Ada pulak rombongan dari Pekan nak beraya kat rumah aku. Nasib tu sedara jugak, so layan kan aje le.

Then Hazwani text. Jemput dia buat open house dalam pukul 2 gitu. Aih, saya ni mana ada transport nak bergerak. Ni la susah bila rumah tercampak jauh dari kengkawan. -,- Then Munirah pulak tanya nak pergi ke tak. Nak pergi. Nak join rumah si Nek Wani tu punya open hauss. Sodeh botoi den. T.T

Oh ya, sambil tunggu nak pergi tolong masak tu, perut aku sendiri dah buat konsert mintak makanan. Oh, I need food! Usha fridge, lauk ada ayam, ikan, daging. Hmm. Ikan lah. Let see, oh, ada keli. Mau masak apa ya? Keli goreng berlada? Yummy!

It was my first attempt with this cat-fish. Normal bila kita fry ikan dia meletup sebab minyak panas kan and the possibility untuk dapat parut2 chantek itu amat tinggi. TAPI aku tak sangka masak keli ni macam pergi volcano. Api kecik aje. Sumpah dia punya meletup kuat gila, dah tu jauh pulak tu jarak minyak tu meletup. Cuak aku masak. Habis jauh berdiri. Masa nak balik-balikkan ikan tu I saw gelembung minyak ready nak boost dekat me. Ala-ala slow motion gittew. Tetiba dia meletup! Ohmagashh! Palingkan muka anda! No, aku bukan risau takut muka buruk kena minyak panas. Ok, tu tipu. Mesti la risau, nama pun perempuan kan. But aku takut kalau kena mata macam mana? At least kulit boleh letak minyak, cream. Tapi mata?

Dah siap lunch tu Bella mesej. Dia cakap dia nak datang, sekali dengan Hazwani and Salwani. Fuyoo, tuan rumah yang buat open house datang rumah aku. Terbalik pulak. Padahal aku tak pergi pun open hauss itu. Wuwuwu, terharu siot! Sayang Nek Wani! Muah muah kisses dari Cucu mung. Hehew. :3

Ha, pastu Bella cakap dia bawak adik dia. And Khery dengan Iman nak ikut. Khery? Haha, second round la dia datang beraya ni. :P Yeahh, jumpa Iman raya ni! Haha, eksaited aku. Biasalah, siapa tak suka jumpa kawan lama kan. Ehek, lama le sangat. Ihikss.

Aku duk tungtangtungtang kat dapur sambil tunggu bebudak ni. Then ada pulak nampak motors motorsss depan tingkap. Hailaaa, budak ni dah masuk pagar ghopenye. Memang rumah sendiri betul. Haha. Bukak pintu, oyeh nampak muka Khery dulu. Pastu ada Shamil. Ehh? Second round jugak. Leulz.

Then aku nampak one guy in pink shirt, macam Azmeer. Tapi, asal macam lain sikit eh. Sapa eh? Tengok balik, ohhh. Nazrin. Nak buat cemana, first jumpa masa form 4 pastu dia blah pulak masuk MRSM kot. Ni jumpa balik, patut la macam kenal. Heheh.

I was looking for Iman actually. Nampak tak eksaited gila wa nak jumpa lu, Man. Hahaha. Then ada pulak myvi putih datang. Park dekat selekoh rumah. Tu kalau kena sagat dek mat rempit tu free aje calar balar kereta lu. Lahh, miss Bella Halim. Ecece, dia drive lah. Haha. Bawak rombongan uolls.

walaweh orang tu drive! XD

ghombonge cik bella. haha

yeah baby, abg Iman sudah masuk, dia jadi co-driver ;)

"beraya dgn bini"
caption iman dekat fb.
panasss!
lol :P

Dah minum-minum sikit, Khery berhajat nak main chair massage. Cewah, berhajat gittew! Haha. Main le budok. Guna jela. Tak kisah pun :)

segan le kununn -,-

Masa tu Shamil dengan Iman duk melepak kat depan tv. Senyap aje budak berdua ni. Ohho, no wonder la. Tengok badminton match. China vs Indonesia. Pergh, senyap tak berkutik langsung. Melampau sungguh. Dah tahap abah aku dah tu, bukak chanel cenggitu, senyap teruih. =.=

Iman pulak bermanjee nak charger la, nak ash tray lah. Takpe takpe. Raya kan, kita layan kan aje kehendak mereka. Eheh.

I would say that Salwani ialah model untuk hari ni. Dan Iman pulak jadi photographer tak bertauliah. Haha. Tak caya? Jap.

that's what im tryin to say.
Hall of fame.
Hall of sweet Wani.
^_^

Oh ya, dekat rumah ada dua biji kusyen ni. Heart-shaped cushions. Biasa memang itu jadi sasaran orang datang rumah. Normally ze gegurls and le kids lah. This time, ada jugak yang melekat rupanya. Hahaha.

happy girls are in loveeee :*

Le guys ni cheq taktau la paseipa yang dok qajin nau kuaq masuq toilet. Tapi ada one scene tu masa si Shamil pi toilet semua orang berpakat untuk tukar chanel. Sebab dia yang tengok badminton match tu. Iman tu bukan hardcore sangat pun tengok that match. Haha.

So bila dia keluar, semua dah tengok movie. Cerita Gengster. Haih, dah senyap pulak dah bebudak ni dapat movie. Orang nak snap gambau. Hadoi la -,-

Takpe la, japgi gamba reramai. Kita ambik gambar personal dulu. Hehew.