Assalamualaikum.
Isn’t it funny to look at
something or someone, knowing that you once hold them so close, so tight that
you swore to yourself you will never, ever lose them? It’s such a shame that things are now
different.
I used to live with 15 cats in a
house. We did everything together. I fed them. I bathed them. I played with
them. I walked around with them. I drove with them. I studied with them. Well,
pretty much everything.
I used to be such seafood lover. Any
seafood cooked in any ways, you name it and I’d be love to have them in my
dining hall and I’d be craving for them time to time.
I used to love the taste of kuah
kacang whenever I have them with sate, rojak, fruits, seafood, anything. I love
the sweetness, the spicy, and the crunchiness of peanuts. Ohh how tasty!
I used to have kind of friends whom
I shared many things with. We talked on anything. The silly jokes, the dreams,
the academic stuffs, random topics, general knowledge, oh you can say that
these are people I cherish most, right after my family.
But somehow, things changed.
I suddenly realized that I have
sinus, mild to severe condition sometimes. Hence, I can no longer consume seafood
and peanuts. Plus, I can no longer sleep with cats. Even patting them would
give me such bad effects. You know the non-stop sneeze, the itchy feeling, the
rashes, and the acne popping out all over the face. Ergh. -.-
And the people. I’m not sure either
it’s me who has changed or them. Often they said that people changed due to the
situations. The environment, the pressure, the priorities and other people are
the examples of factors. I don’t know.
But it is sure hurts more when it comes to deal with people rather than with
other interest.
One time we’re up, the other we’re
down.
Regardless of any directions we’re
being directed or any ways we are now facing, it’s the memory and lessons
learnt that matter most.
Oh, we can have and lose everything in split seconds.
Chin up and keep strong.
Kunfayakun.
